moving on..

comfortable is the word, after 9years at the same Ministry.

its about the work and the people.

the comfort that i built here, and am about to leave behind, is fearing me on wht is about to lie ahead.

fear. i guess a normal thing when change comes knocking at the door,
when one is at that junction to either go ahead, or turn around and run back.
what if i cant find comfort anymore? what if i miss the comfort i found and held on for 9years here?what if i become lazy?

choice i make. i was asked to decide, and in a split second i decided. with no hesitation, i chose to leave. This is the calling, this is the time to move on. and whatever twisted feeling i have, i have made my choice. and i am leaving.

they have asked me to stay another week, after another...and im thinking, sure, why not...

my final taste of comfort....before i have to start all over again.

bismillah.

saying goodbye

After days of rumors,
the letter has finally arrived..

im leaving Putrajaya and today (8th April 2011) technically is my final day... admin is asking for an extension of 30days to clear up work, etc...but i haven't seen it yet, so i report duty (at the new Ministry) monday

its been 3 days now since the letter came, and as much as many things/reasons are pulling me to stay, a tiny voice in my heart is saying, this is it..leave..

so dengan lafaz bismilllah...